And maybe it takes a life
(but really is this going to be my life)
to get over one’s ego?
If visibility is a trap
then I am still trapped
because I called out hypocrisy
I called out the unlawfulness
I called it out because I didn’t want to play your game
it was my game.
always.
I screamed from my lungs
deeply, wholeheartedly
it needed to be said.
and some egos got scratched,
well maybe
you have no idea what it means to lose
to lose it all just like I did many times
being on the edge of life and death
and every time
I realized that life is full of traps
just like visibility is a trap and the task is to intervene
to swallow the pride, the existential pride
but nobody understands integrity nowadays.